As I sit here at work, so many thoughts go thru my mind. Today I decided to just write them down. They wont be in any order, but there are some things that I just have to get off my mind.
I find myself feeling bad for things that I have done or havent done.
I have mixed feelings about being 30.
I have a fear of being alone.
I sometimes think that Im not living up to my potential.
I feel that Im too nice to people, thus they take my kindness for weakness.
I hate to say "no" to people and their requests.
I hate disappointing looks on people's faces.
At times I suffer from low self-esteem.
I was a late-bloomer, and still is at times.
Sometimes I wish that I heared some type of feedback so I wouldnt have all these negative thoughts swirliong in my head. I swear I think that I the only one that is screwed up
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