Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Emotional Void

i have something to admit, its been a long time coming, i kinda knew all along, last night it hit me like a brick wall.

i have an emotional void.

an emotional void is when someone feels like they have a empty hole in their heart

i knew that mine has always been there, it was small. at first it was due to not having that emotional connection that i needed. i was the crybaby in elementary school then turned into the moody one when i got older. it was easy for my to control that void at first. i was able to be filled with small things that made me happy, shopping, spending time with friends, going out,traveling/exploring,trying new things, food, cooking,quiet time, spending time with the one i was with....sex
those things still work but they are not enough

the hole has gotten bigger




1 comment:

  1. sometimes it helps to write what you are feeling in order to fill the void. sometimes to only to let loose we come to terms. you know I am always here but write it out sis. its in there ready to be filled with new emotions. I love you.

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