10 things you dont know about me

• my favorite pastime is lying down, looking at the clouds
• i love horror movies, but can't really watch them alone, sometimes i fast forward through the really gruesome parts
• i'm the kind of person that makes jokes to hide their feelings
• if i had the chance i would move to a farm right now.
• i find it hard to take compliments, or i just don't believe them myself
• i have extremely good hearing and almost all of the time hear you, when i dont react its cause i'm ignoring you
• i have really high expectations for myself
• im pretty laid back, but i like things going my way
• i sing along with the music played in stores, and might even dance to it
• i think that im painfully average, i would love to do something memorable

Starting over

I recieved some upseting news about two weeks ago. I got a letter from PGCPS terminating my employment. Yuck to get a letter in the mail saying we dont need you anymore bye peace have a nice life. My heart sank. Thoughts were and still now are swarming in my head. Ill be 30 in August, and will have no job, no man, no money. Where is the bright side? Let me know.

I have been teaching for 8 years. Thats all I know. To tell the truth I love teaching even thou this year has been REALLY trying when it comes to my students. Unlike last year, most of the students in my class this year dont know how to work as a group and its all about me me me. At times they can be down right mean. They do have their good days, but at most the bad out weigh the good. SO it has been a trying year trying to even to get them to respect one another. Its still a work in progress and there are 6 days left of school.

All that I can think about is whats next. Im not a planner. I plan, but dont ask me what I am doing on Friday and its Monday. Most of the time I have no clue. Which is fine with me at times, then there are times when I feel that I should more things planned out in life. I know people who have planned everything even down to the month when they would like their first. child born. Me, I like to see whats in store. As far as planning, the farthest I got was what college I was going to. After that I have been living life, I think.......

So know I need to have some type of plan. I didnt think getting a letter was going to happen to me. I dont have a Plan B. Maybe its time to create one